Warning Signs?
Dear ???,
i dunno..maybe i’m paranoid….insecure..but the following signs do not make me feel good at all.
1. You refuses to acknowledge that i’m the bf..well at least within friends and all….if someone refers to you as my gf…you’ll be like, oi!!! and there’ll be a slight pain in my stomach.
At least a smile would have been enough. Are you not comfortable with this thing? What are you insecure about? You want to be ’single’ but committed??? Or Am i not good enough? Not something to be proud of?
You have to realize when people start asking me what’s up with us, i’ll be finding it hard to gladly declare that we’re a couple if you’re hesistating in that way. What am i suppose to say? tell me….just meekly smile??? that’s pathetic u know!
Is this all going to be in some ‘limbo’ kind? Is this all gonna be some unsure thing? I mean sure in private you make it seem we’re in a relationship…but outside…we’re just good pals? Wow, a double life eh? kind of hard dun you thing?
So is this gonna be a one semester kind of ‘fling’? No commitments….it’s just the pleasure of having your company kind of thing.
If that’s the case, i rather boot out now. it’s not good for the heart.
And to think we have these wonderful ideas of future trips in the future. I suppose they’re just silly bullshit then.
2) I’m starting to think i’m dating an angel….and i think i’d like someone with a devilish side….
U get uncomfortable when i say that girls check out guy’s asses? Wow.
U get uncomfortable when i teasefully suggest that ’something’ will happen your all-girl’s night out? Again. wow.
I dunno… i dun think it has reach to any serious level of ‘pervetedness’ as you seeming to argue.
I’m just being a guy.
Well, i suppose it could be due to your upbringing or something…
but if we can’t playfully talk about such things, i just think such a relationship will be terribly boring.
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wow, this is one of the more painful, hurt, angry posts i have written. oh well…it just had to get out of me. keeping it inside would have been more troublesome.
